Saturday, May 30, 2009

Instincts and Thinking. We act based on these 2 facts. In terms of speed, instincts win. In terms of risk-management, thinking wins. Basically when you act based on your impulse, you are using your instincts which is mainly rooted from your experience and perhaps natural reflex like how a spider will automatically dodge upon sensing something falling, or perhaps how a bird will automatically fly upon being shocked from an instant. That is our 6th senses.

However for thinking, we have to see it first before we can predict the outcome. This requires time! We have to know when to use which to solve our problems. The key once again is knowing when to use which. With thinking, we use all of our 5 senses. This is why when playing 'fast paced' games such as 'fighting' or 'real-time' games, a 12 years old might beat you even though you're older by 12+ more years because they purely use instincts while you use thinking. From that alone, one thing that's sure is that the more you use the 5 senses, the more 'depleting' your 6th senses will become.
War brings death and wounds and pain to both sides.
There's nothing harder to accept than the deaths of those you love.
So you believe..... they could never die.....
Especially those who have not known war yet like the younger generation.
You try to find meaning in death, but there's only pain and hatred.
You don't know what to do with.....

Dying like trash. Never ending hatred, pain that never heals.....
That is war. This is what we must face if we wish to bring peace
to the world.....

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

It's not that we humans are easily manipulated or anything.
It's just that, all of us are always searching for answers.
..... searching for hope, searching for ways to survive, searching for miracles.

What we had forgotten is that we have been placed down here on earth not to JUST survive but to learn and ultimately control out fears, our destiny and most importantly, our faith.

People failed! They can't do it, they tell you YOU can't do it.
And because you haven't experienced it or perhaps you already have but failed, you listen to them! That is not the way!

We must never give up!
We must never surrender!
All of us will die in the end. This is inevitable! How we die, that we can control still. But it is true, there is no guarantee that you'd succeed even if you believe. There is no guarantee that you'd make it even if you believe. But it will make a difference in your life when you die fighting standing tall then when you die cowering on your knees!

You DON'T search for miracles.
You MAKE the miracles! Whether or not opportunity grants you the miracle, that is up to god. But you have to do your part as well! You have to do your best! Don't give excuses like 'practical is harder then theory' or 'human is not perfect'

So then what?
Just give up? Is that a reason to NOT try? Is that a reason to NOT want to be perfect? It's NOT IMPOSSIBLE! These people who are successful in life have withstood all the challenges in life with only one weapon..... FAITH! To have FAITH is better then any plans you make! That is the strength of believe. NO MORE EXCUSES! Live your life the way you want it to matter!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Protons by itself behaves strangely and far from the common spherical system where the electrons spins around it. However, during collision with other protons, they form an atom and when multiple of atom merge together, they became molecules; a stable form which is far more stable then what it was.

It goes the same with humanity. In a crowd and in a system full of people, we learn to adapt, understand one another and ultimately we become one. But alone, we suffer and we crave attention. Perhaps protons too are subjected to the law of attraction just like a single human being.....

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Don't find someone who you can live with, instead find someone who you cant live without. Don't find out what you dont want, find out what you want. Life is not about elimination about what you dont want until you find out what you want
its about, finding out what you want in the first place and finding a way to accomplish it!
It's true that we humans need PAIN in order to grow up.
No PAIN, no GAIN!

However, do we really need people like Hitler?
Do we really need people like the emperor of China?
Yes sure, thanks to Hitler, most of the allies unite under a common cause as they're fighting the same enemy. Yes also sure, if it isn't because of the emeperor of China, China will never be united.....

But is that really the case?
In that case, wouldn't the emperor of China and Hitler be considered as a GOOD GUY if you look at it from a different perspective?

But.....
I don't believe that. Perhaps I am naive but I still do believe that we humans are capable of learning from our mistakes. Yes the things we do causes pain and also at times, causes disaster. But I believe that we are creatures that is able to learn our mistakes and repent. We are not such an irresponsible creature that we will allow ourselves to continue make mistakes.....

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

There is no right or wrong. No bad or good. There's only action and consequence. That is the rule of rationalization. For the moment you define something, you're already judging and in return, others might judge you back.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Just like how relationship depends on your humor, your romance and your dependability,
your work depends on your charm, your skill and your luck. Another word for luck is opportunity.
i dont ask you to feel like crap, but i ask you to remember how pain feels like. people grow up because of pain. You should feel like crap, you should feel guilty and most importantly, you should feel OBLIGATED to do more good to the world. This is what most people forget to do~

For some, they feel like crap, they feel guilty, they become afraid to try
For others, they just FORGET and give themselves excuse that its OK to make mistakes, so make as MANY MISTAKES as you can! The key is always balance. Feel like crap, feel guilty which leads to feel obligated to feel MORE WILLING to change yourself. That's what i meant by 'no one is perfect' is a poor excuse to NOT try to be perfect!
but if it happens, it just happens for a reason
if it fails, its not only ONE person's fault, its 2 people's fault
something you did perhaps? i mean, girls are WAY more sensitive then guys you know. Sometimes guys tend to offend girls EVEN WITHOUT the guy knowing it!! Then the guy will say 'What what????' Mot because they dont care but because they dont know!

i realize that most girls just WONT TELL why their boyfriends PISS them off >_<
Because its more ROMANTIC for the guy to find out themselves. What i realize is that, YOU BETTER TELL!!!! We're not mind readers!!! Problems can ONLY be solved if you are willing to share them in the first place >_<. Be practical! not emotional! THAT is the 'method' to solve problems!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

There are 10 reasons why people die.
Nihilism, Sacrifice, Loneliness, Intoxication, Destruction, Despair, Rage, Greed, Madness and Old age! Old age means time, it is the most powerful and inevitable aspect of death. Everyone must face it sometime.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

i dont know about that. In the past i used to hate changes, but then i learned that change is automatic, progress is not. As much as i don't like changes, it does happen and i have to be ready to face it no matter what!

The show has to go on, but i do know this!
that i think everyone is depending on that something that doesn't change to face the rest of the changes that happens in their life ^_^. Your parents will always love you forever, your wife will always be there, perhaps your children will always be there for you.

Everyone needs something to be stable! To be there always! Your home, your shelter, someone to listen to you ALWAYS! All you need is one stability to face the rest of the instability that the world has to offer you! Yes, there is fun in instability in a way that our world wont be a boring one, but for me at least....., i need that ONE stability to face the rest of the instability!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Relationship fails because people don't want to make up their differences.
Long term relationship involves more then just good looks, intelligence and loyalty.
It involves compatibility, how the two should survive together when being faced with a problem. Thus the rule 1 life 1 girl 1 death!

Personally I do not agree with how divorce, break up and give up are so easily accepted in a relationship. Yes it may be natural that we feel the things we feel, but does that mean that we just follow our heart?

It's just like how our faith is always tested.
It's hard, it's frustrating and it's unfair at times. But I believe that if we survive it, we obtained something which will be long lasting! If you keep giving up in a relationship, what makes you think that you can survive marriage?

Perhaps it's because the other party is too obsessive, perhaps its because you were being unfair, perhaps it's also because you don't want to settle down. There are plenty of reasons! But do not for one second think that you can gain happiness just by looking at the sweet things that happens in a relationship! What makes relationship a perfect one is not how he bought you chocolates or flowers! In the end, it's how you two can survive the challenges that the world give you! Perfection after all..... is not obtained but achieved!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

You know why the world is so interesting? Because everyting has a story behind it and understanding 1 aspect of it kind of helps you understand everything.

It's not only human, it's also electronics,mechanical, robotics
Why things work the way they should
Why certain people chose to act that way
Its just too interesting.

Those who dont wish to understand, just blame fate and god when things go wrong but i believe thats not the way to solve problem. Listen to it, understand it and then adapt to it, that is always the way i believe, with robots, with humans, with nature.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

There are times where you feel bored or whatever you do seems meaningless. However that is just what your heart felt. You cannot just depend on looking into your heart! In everything you do, there are always 2 sides of faces. Looking at both and making your decision is the most logical way of going about it.

If you follow your heart too much, you won't be a logical person.
If you follow the situation too much, you will be a heartless person.
The key to life is always balance! There's black and there's white! STAY GREY!

You need to find meaning in whatever you do in life!
Don't find out what you dont want, but find out what you want
Don't find out who you can live with, but find someone who you cant live without
When people get hurt, they learn to hate.
When people hurt others, they become hated and are racked with guilt.
But knowing that pain allows people to be kind.
Pain allows people to grow. How you grow is up to you.
You know pain, you think about it and the answer you find..... is all up to you.

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Being drunk doesn't change who you are. It just reveals who you really are. But if you can control who you want to be regardless of who you are, wouldn't that make you a totally different person from who you really are? Everyone has their good and bad side. We are after all, a mix of good and evil. There is both GOD and SATAN in us. I believe that the ability to choose which side we chose to remain on under whatsoever pressure..... ultimately is the one that decide who you really are in the end!