It is never too late to do the right thing. I just know that I had commited the unforgiveable sin. Everyone I met doesn't seem to love me at all. I am not clever. I am not that attractive. Possibly speaking, I am a loser. I could just let my life go anytime I want without even regretting it. However, for once, I do not want to be a burden to everyone. That is why, I am acting nice, not expecting anything in return. This I do before I will be sent to hell in judgement day.

Determination: The ability to continue trying to achieve what you have decided to do even when it is difficult. Discipline: The ability to control your own behavious and way of working. Once these 2 qualities exist in your life, there is nothing ..... you can't conquer in this world. Still ..... for these 2 quality to be forged or maintained, you would need a goal in your life that's worth pursuing ..... the responsibility as a son ..... the duty of a soldier ..... the trust of a friend ..... finally, the truth which you seek.

We are all basically the same. Our minds lack something basic. We fear that deficiency. This is why we are attempting to become one. We will meld with and fill each other. This is instrumentally. Mankind can never survive alone. Although you, yourself are always unique. This is why life is hard. this is why life is sad and empty. That is why you want affection, the close physical and mental presence of others. This is why we wish to become one.

Death is a sweet slumber. All the pain of life is gently swept away. If all life were to end, all suffering would end. Life is but a passing dream, but the death that follows is eternal. Men die, beasts die, trees die. Even continent perish. Though it seems to be easier to just give up, I'd rather fight it, because I believe that, the common goal that we share as a human being, holds greater truth which symbolises hope far than anyone could have ever imagined. Thus, the feeling 'happiness' was born from this desire. Happiness is when you think ..... ; it's great to be alive.

Pride sometimes gets in the way of learning the true meaning of love . We can depend on each other , yet we wont because we believe that we can do it alone without anyone's help . ..... Yet , those who does depend on others ..... can be seen as people who gave up too early on their problems before succeeding, thus pushing the solutions for others to discover . However , isn't it comforting ? Knowing that there will be someone out there who are willing to help ? Knowing that there will be someone who are willing to share your pain ? Knowing that there will be someone who supports your ideals ? Thinking like this ..... often leads to the conclusion that I am weak and submissive .

Trust ..... is it too difficult to give ? Betrayal ..... is it too easy to perform ? The LIE revolves around the world twice before the TRUTH gets its chance to put it's pants on .Most probably , people in this world are unaware of the truth as it doesn't seem to concern them that much . All they care about ..... as long as trouble doesn't get to them , they would even betray their best friends . Then again , we can never blame them for it's human nature . However , excuses like that made up another truth which is forged within the human mind that states 'You can only rely on yourself in this world' . But ..... even though people say that I am naive , even though many doesn't support my ideals ..... I'd still like to believe that there's bound to be someone in this world ..... that I could trust .

We are all searching for the truth. One of us may already witness it, but unfortunately, scientific explanation could not be given to his discovery. However, this truth ... Completely changed the person's life, his point of view and his way of thinking. It's comforting and the feeling is great thus he wishes for it to be shared among us. However, many who do not believe his truth and dismisses it as a sign of mental delusion or a total hallucination. Others who believed him, became his friend and acknowledged him as a stepping stone to the next truth.

Some things only the weak can feel, but weakness does not make them servile. It's because that they are weak, that they can develop kindness, and never look down on people. This is where real human interactions come from. Everyone has weaknesses. Our weaknesses draws upon each other and made us grew strong. To be human is to be able to pick your own path in life. Each man is always at war with the side of nature that seeks death. Those who pretended to seek glory are merely tyring to run away from this. Even you have to face consequnces, it is based on your own decision. Life is a valueable experience. It is about you. Don't fool yourself ..... face reality

I have just been drifting around ... being led by circumstances. I am just no good. Probably deep inside, I am not really trying to help. Somehow, I get the feeling that all I have done I did because I wanted to be needed. That maybe if I did something for them ... then maybe, I'd have a place to belong. There's a side of me that comforts itself like that. That does not mean that I do not want to help, but, that does not mean I really want to help either.

I used to thought that you were all stupid . You were all so childish; laughing at every single thing. No , it was I that was stupid. I really wanted to play with everyone, but I was never allowed into the group. Then later, I began to think different from those immature kids. That, then, someone would invite me in. I thought that might happen, so I hung around. I was prejudiced and weak. One day I called out my friend. I thought that they will never call back, that they hated me. I was so angry. Angry at myself for my weakness. Ever since then, I felt that everyone blamed me. I got out of control. I'd get into fights without caring who it was.