i think there is, just that you can't give up. I realized that anger gives me energy, but the energy that i received when I was angry was far more limited compared to the energy i received when I was felt with love. After i get angry, i feel like i can do anything, even take on the world!

But after i did something, I feel tired, depressed and just want to sleep but when i feel appreciated, when i feel thanked, when I feel that i'm needed by someone, that's when the limitless amount of energy rushed into my brain and all i think about is NOT TO DISAPPOINT THAT SOMEONE WHO TRUSTED ME! With that feeling, I can take on anything and the best part about it is that once I get it, I feel a sense of accomplishment rather then tired and disappointed..... and that feeling will last FOREVER and it becomes the very basic foundation of your understanding in LOVE

That feeling of HOPE, DEVOTION and LOVE! I just don't want to lose it! No matter how NAIVE, no matter how STUPID, all I ever wanted is just to keep fighting for what I believe is RIGHT!

I don't do it for my friends. I don't do it for my family. I don't do it for my enemies. I did it for myself! Because I believe that with this feeling of love that I felt in my heart, I can make myself GREATER then the me yesterday! To make your life work, you don't need to believe in your family, friends or enemies. You don't even need to believe in God! But what you need is for God to BELIEVE IN YOU! And that requires you to believe IN YOURSELF! You become the better person and everyone else will put their trust IN YOU!