Friday, February 27, 2009

Satan offered us fame, money and women.
Who gave them such power? Certainly not god as god banished them.
The sad truth is that..... their power comes from us.

Why do you think satan work tirelessly;
gathering as many souls as they can simply because its the ONE THING that they dont have..... FREE WILL!

Everyone's satisfaction is simply not enough.
Most will say they wanted more.....
More what? More money, more sex, more power, more control?
That's what satan have most believed.....

What everyone really wanted..... is audience.
They wanted to be understood.
They wanted to be saved from their lonely existence.
Most importantly, they wanted to be loved.
To be listened to, for their words, for their vision, for their truth!

Perhaps, what any of us want is..... a chance to tell someone what we feel, what we believe, what reality looks like to us. Instead what satan offered for our immortal soul..... yes they did give us fame, power, money and perhaps satan do gave us an audience. But an audience for what? Without a soul, what do we have to say? What does it matter if any of us had an audience? Because without a soul, no one can express their FREE WILL!

Certainly not anything that mattered. Certainly not the truth.
God could've created ANY reality which god wanted but he created this one..... Birth, Pain, Conflict and Death. Pain reminds us of what will hurt us, conflict provides us with challenges for us to be a better person then we are yesterday; and death gives us the chance to sum up ALL the good we've done, or left done in life. It's good to be reminded, it's good to have someone around to remind us.....

Perhaps it is a painful world. But whenever someone comes along with similar problems, we need to fight for that person. Not for that person's sake, but for ours. There is no shortcut to happiness, for I believe that happiness..... is something which we have to earn ourselves in which brings upon the NEW us who is a better person then when we started and such is what brings us the confidence that we have achieved something incredible that others could appreciate.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Loss itself is the source of beauty.
Only what is lost becomes perfect in the human mind.
and gains a shine that will last forever.....
in art..... as well as love.....
Everyone has a view of what is beautiful.
But there is one thing ALL humans agree is beautiful.
and that is..... IMAGINED beauty!

Even the greatest creation cannot match the beauty
of it's creator's imagination.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

As an engineer, the best way to live one's life is if there's
a certain certainty. Everything happens for a reason and although there
are plenty of uncertainty in this world, I believe that there are things
which are always certain. The key to life is to find out which are the things
which are certain and which are the things that aren't.

No matter what mistakes I did, I'll always know that my parents will love me.
No matter how many times I failed, my family will always believe in me.
Those things are considered as certain.

However, one thing I know is that my parents are not going to be with me forever.
One day they will depart and I will have to face the harsh reality alone.
For that I need someone to be there always to believe in me.
But if I can't find anyone, does that mean that I am supposed to live my life facing uncertainty alone? Is that the essence of reality?
If someone takes something important from you,
then be sure you take it back. But don't look for happiness in material goods.
Money, status, cars, jewelery, lovers..... anything worth having is worth someone
else stealing. It's how it is and it's how it'll always be..... because the thing
that truly bonds us with one another is the fact that we've all lost things we'll
never recover. That's what makes us human
God give the people free will.
Their exercise of their free will hurt others.
Does it simply mean that others are just a victim of god's gift to mankind.

God wants life to have meaning.
Life is meaningless without free will.
With free will, there's always suffering.
Thus..... god wants suffering?

Saturday, February 21, 2009

What does it mean to be strong?
Is it having enough strength to prevent yourself from ever falling?
Or is it having the strength for you to stand back up once you fall?

Friday, February 13, 2009

How do you know that people love you?
Because they're nice to you?
For all you know, they are just nice to you NOT because they love you,
but because they expect something in return, or because they just don't want
to cause trouble, or because it's just programmed in their mind that it is a
must to be generous to people. Perhaps they don't do it FOR you! They just
do it FOR themselves!

How do you know that god exists?
How do you know that you haven't been cheated?
How do you know that they can be trusted?

Problem is........... you will never know.
But........ what keeps them trustworthy is that you BELIEVE in them.
You BELIEVE that they love you, you BELIEVE that they'll always be there for you, you BELIEVE that they'll will never betray you.....