Depending on others to be your pillar ..... I understand. Burdening others with your problems ..... I don't. People deal with their own problem differently. Some think, others sleep ..... Some flushed food down their throat like garbage chute. We are all human ..... not god. We are incomplete beings who needs friends to fill in our emptiness. I don't want to be alone ..... at the same time I hate to depend on others. There is no guarantee that friends will come to my rescue when I am in trouble. Thus depending on yourself is the only way out. Walk with your own two feet. Take responsibility for your consequences. Live up to the reality that you don't want to see.