Everyone needs acknowledgement from others in order to feel alive. Yet..... I am truly afraid that the closer they get to know me..... the more chances of them abandoning me. Although I know that it's somehow better to share your pain with others, it is somewhat risky as well to reveal them to those who would take advantage of it. The pain of having to lose someone important in your life..... for they that remained, the wounds grow deeper and deeper. The most important thing in life..... is to have the strength to throw away your past..... to face your future. You dont have to be scared that the same thing would happen again. Family and friends will always be there to act as your pillar, or at least..... I will be there. Though it's not much that I could do, at least I could relate to how you feel.