Is it really selfish to want someone to understand you? Do you know how scary it is? To lose your own soul..... to have no one to proof your existance..... to have no one to understand you to relate to you enough to be able to respond the way you want it, the way you felt it to be and the way you like it to be..... as long as I have someone that understands me fully, I can maintain that grip and have the motivation to go on pursuing what I think it is right in life, but..... to make someone understand you..... is to have that person to understand what their pains are..... what their worries are and what their weaknesses are which would make them sad..... and I do not want to be responsible for making anyone sad..... for that reason alone I seek something that has no soul, no feelings, no emotions..... yet exists only for the purpose of making me happy. If the reason does not exist, I shall create one within my own ability.....