What is the use of trust if you are going to be rejected in the first place? What is the use of love when you are going to be betrayed in the end? Love is the reason why grandfather was forced to live an unhappy life and die as a man who is not able to accomplish his task. I will not be rejected again. I will not be betrayed again. I could care less if I was sent to hell rather then heaven if I could accomplish my duty without any interruption from love. I will NEVER believe in love. I am just..... too tired and naive by beliving that it exists.