I understand now that..... it took as much effort to understand LOVE..... just as you understand DEATH. I didn't want to love not because it doesn't do me good, but it is because I am afraid of it. I am afraid of what becomes to me if I love someone in my life. Will I be betrayed in the end? Will I be happy then? So many questions, yet so little time. All I know is that ultimately in one's life, we will all have to understand LOVE. It's part of the human mission and it's inevitable. After all, the root of love and death is one.