It's nice to give rather than to take....., but in this world where people shows no gratitude, kindness nor generousity is not needed. Most people I met..... became my friends either because I am rich, resourceful and had an excellent family background. In the past I used to crave for relatioship as a from of long-term companionship, but as I grew..... I realised that I dont deserve to be loved by anyone as long as they see me for who I am, and that if I do have one, it would mean that I would have to risk everything that I own for her. I understand the fact that I am not prefect, thus I developed kindness towards others in my heart, but that did not make me smarter for those who I helped wasted my friendship the moment I cant help them anymore. Now I only serve myself..... and my family..... and a few of my trustworth friends.